Thanks guys
Dale My respect for you grows as a fellow sufferer and we suffer a lifetime of doubt and unhappiness.
I think Dizzy said it best
Some days you try and nothing works and the horn wins. Other days you try and you win. This goes on and on and then you die and the horn finally wins.
But we are hooked like any other addict we are addicted to those monumental highs and those indescribable lows, so we keep repeating the same behaviour and always hoping for a different outcome.
I am deeply saddened by my apparent insanity.
Are we any better than the fool who tilts at windmills or the deluded one who thinks he is Napoleon.
But I do believe we are also like gladiators. We create ourselves a little more each day forging our skills in the furnace of constant hard practice, hammering ourselves against the anvil of repetition and hard work until we are forever changed and made the better for it.
I love the respect of my fans and of course the money when it appears and that justifies my hard work but these when all said and done prove to be transient and shallow.
Strangely it is the bouquets I have received that mean more to me as a sign of pure love for what I have created and delivered than the accolades and the money ever could, and this makes me humble to think that such a simple bunch of tubing with a little attitude and perseverance has the power to move the soul of the listener so profoundly.
Dr Go
You have achieved all that I strive to attain, and I hear the beauty in your playing that reveals a lifetime of effort that has made your playing so effortless.
I feel lucky to share the beautiful madness with you both and all the other lunatics nutcases and crackpots who inhabit this wonderful corner of the web.
Long may we suffer.