Thanks George, my problem however is an unusual one and I admit it confuses me.
I dont usually blow my own trumpet so to speak for fear of being accused of bragging but here goes.
I have been invited (by their members) to play in a premier orchestra, and also in several bands of all kinds and genres.
Countless members of the public tell me I play beautifully, dozens of musicians tell me I play beautifully I have been recorded and filmed many times I have played before politicians.
In so many ways I have approvals and critical acclaim from all. I have had the whole nine yards, but all recordings of me sound very bad and I have never heard any recording that says anything other than beginner.
So far I have had no access to any studio time, all the studios were closed for 2 years during lockdown and right now I dont have the time.
All the recordings of me so far are on mobile phone from several yards away or a simple stick mic on a camera. Having said that one recording was made by a film crew with sound recordist but I have never had the chance to hear the result.
Apart from that one filming session, nobody who understands anything about sound recording has recorded me to date, and I do not have a home practice area.
I am confident that my ears do not deceive me.
So who do I believe, the whole world who tell me I play exceptionally well or the recordings that tell me I play like an untutored beginner.
Can I trust politicians audiences and musicians, or should I trust recordings that say that the whole world is wrong, or can I trust neither.
I have spoken many times to professional trumpet players who claim to be knowledgeable on recordings and they have assured me that a samsung mobile phone or an iphone recording hand held from several yards away will faithfully record a trumpet when I tell them that in my opinion it wont.
I believe that good sound equipment and a knowledgeable sound engineer is needed to faithfully record a trumpet
It is not about being a better player than I think I am it is about who do I trust the entire world or mobile phone recordings. What has thrown me is the experienced trumpet players who all claim that mobile phones make great recording devices and tell me I should trust them.
So why dont bands release tracks recorded on mobile phones I ask myself if all you need is a samsung or an iphone to make the highest quality recordings.
What is your opinion and do you see my issues.